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that thing that I just reblogged. 

is exactly how I feel

like omg its scary how on point it is, every single thing.

but… yeah

another thing too…

I absolutely positively cannot stand ray,

the only reason I dont like make him leave is because we’d probably lose our house without him. and my mom would’nt be as happy

but I literally cant stand him hes probably the person I hate most. which is sad cuz he lives with us.

me and my mom had such a good time when he was gone for that week. we watched movies together and bonded and didnt fight once

then when ray came back

we fight every single morning, I stay in my room instead oof hanging out with her

i hate hate hate him

and I have more to say

but I can’t really say it..

I’m the girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m the girl who tries to look pretty and it’s never good enough. I’m the girl who acts like she’s happy then goes home and wishes to be gone. I’m the girl who takes harsh words, act like they’re nothing, then goes home and cries. I’m the girl who tries to get her point across and could never find the right words. I’m the girl who has more depth to her than everyone thinks. I’m the girl who hides from the harsh eyes. I’m the girl who wouldn’t care if you gave me a shitty gift as long as you thought of me. I’m the girl who prays that someone will finally understand. I’m the girl who gets happy over the little things. I’m the girl that people misinterpret.

(Source: forest-escape, via be-happy-be-yourself)

guys

I really wanna talk to cason

this is unhealthy to think this much about someone ive never met

its very unhealthy. 

i need to either get over it or meet him

FUCKING PO wont introduce me and I dont even know why! FUCKFUCKFUCK 

HELP ME YALL 

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW MEHHHHHHHGHGHSHHAKSHS

wtf

thats the hottest picture i have ever seen of cason omg

why cant I live in pv i just wanna talk to him omfg i cant wait til football season wtf

i havent pooped since like friday……………

what

is 

going

on

I’m home alone at my friends house because they have a basketball dinner idk. so ive been sleeping the past like 10 hours here. 

but I woke up cuz I have to get ready for the party

so I went and got my dress and shoes

but the door down the hall (their sisters room) closed by itself.

im the only one in the house besides their annoying dog.

I texted them and they told me it was the ac

im still scared 

and i wanna talk on the phone with someone

oh and it feels good not to like anyone

and im excited for this weekend im leaving on friday night and going home til sunday yayy

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy um

so I like rays dad more than I like ray

lol

good